empty

TRIGGER WARNING🚫 Firstly, yesterday I talked with a really good friend of mine (he had dealt with depression before as well) and I kind of felt very nice to talk with him again. I just really want to meet him because I met him through an online game but he is somewhat very important in a way. But I think I overdid it with cuts. I did hide it from everyone at school by crossing arms all the time except for 2(they saw it by accident) and they keep asking me why. I honestly don't know why I did it, I think it has become sth like an obsession and yet the scars don't seem enough, I wanna do much more, I like the feeling, I punish myself for being like that but in the same time I help it, but when I do cuts I look down at myself, ask why I do this and wanna cry. And tbh I feel good with doing it. Like 4 months ago and I was totally against it, and I got mad at ppl who cut thinking that they don't gain a thing and now I'm doing it. It helps me calm and turn my mental pain into physical pain. I can control pain that way and it's relieving. I just don't want people to see it, at all. I feel tired now though so I'm probably getting to sleep. I'll give you an update at night though - #anxiety #worthless #depression #empty #damage #meaningless #helpme #whatamidoinghere #exit #lost #cry #death #lonely #broken #suicide #mindharm #nervous #struggling #fullmind #scared #fakesmile #fine

Starry Sorceress Anna of the Fireflies Beloved outlines Shaping You Charcoal and heart on paper, Hangzhou, China 2018 #starry #sorceress #beloved #outlines #empty #charcoal #szkic #szkice #sketches #heart #paper #hangzhou #china

Unusual emptiness. 😮😊

It feels ... empty... #filmmaking #empty

Get me up off of this floor and stop the shaking 😒💫🔑🚪💡 The blood is boiling in my veins. ☁☁☁☁☁☁☁☁☁🌋☁ #mi #noche #nigth🌙 #with #jaggermeister #but #without #you #imissyou #empty #for #a #bad #person .

If I ever kill myself, I just hope you won't have to deal with whatever follows that . . . . #burden #useless #empty

I feel something has missing from my mind.. Thou I don't how..and why.. . . . #merhuman #mermaid #queenoftheocean #queenofthesea #lost #hollowinthesoul #hollow #empty #confused #lonely

The void - a 10 min bus sketch. I always do these sketches with the intention of doing a really good final version and then I never do but I will this time I swear. ▪️ ▪️ ▪️ #art #artistsoninstagram #instaart #daily #narcissists #narcissist #narcissisticpersonality #sketch #sketchbook #myart #artfinder #drawing #people #travel #doodle #life #monster #dark #evil #sad #empty #ideas #psychology #interests #personalitydisorder

Take me somewhere where the skies are blue and there is a calmness in the air. Happy birthday Char. #birthday #trees #nature #portrait #empty #earth #thesouth #green #photography #wcw

all the plates are still neatly stacked on the counter inside. It’s been empty for as long as I’ve known it ☕️ . . . #michigan #empty #spaces #canon #photography #retro #roadside #Diner #drives

Behind the scenes still from our "Caramel" music video ft. @rudolfceo_htbcd